Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Sadness - Enigma
It has been cloudy these past couple of days. It's oso cloudy inside me now. :-(
Aliz left early this morning - and i din say goodbye...
Aaaarrrgrggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wasn't feeling too well - was physically exhausted after the long weekend of work and less than 6 hours of sleep each day. Getting caught in the rain yesterday din help too.
I popped 2 panadols and went to bed early last nite.
I thought i heard someone knocking on me door. I'm sure i heard happy voices chatting in the kitchen til late. I wasn't surprised. It was Aliz's last nite and we were to stay up and drink and chat. But i just couldn't muster enuf strength to get up and join them. The spirit was very willing indeed - but the flesh was weak.
When i woke up in the morning, i was told that she had oredi left. And that she was asking for me a couple of times last nite. :-(
I had promised her that i'd play me guitar for her before she leaves.
Broken promises.
Unsaid goodbyes.
I'll prolly never see her again.
They told it was a wonderful time last nite - just like the good old times.
I was pretty frustrated - of all the nites i had to be totally wasted, why last nite???? Why?????
Aliz left early this morning - and i din say goodbye...Aaaarrrgrggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wasn't feeling too well - was physically exhausted after the long weekend of work and less than 6 hours of sleep each day. Getting caught in the rain yesterday din help too.
I popped 2 panadols and went to bed early last nite.
I thought i heard someone knocking on me door. I'm sure i heard happy voices chatting in the kitchen til late. I wasn't surprised. It was Aliz's last nite and we were to stay up and drink and chat. But i just couldn't muster enuf strength to get up and join them. The spirit was very willing indeed - but the flesh was weak.
When i woke up in the morning, i was told that she had oredi left. And that she was asking for me a couple of times last nite. :-(
I had promised her that i'd play me guitar for her before she leaves.
Broken promises.
Unsaid goodbyes.
I'll prolly never see her again.
They told it was a wonderful time last nite - just like the good old times.
I was pretty frustrated - of all the nites i had to be totally wasted, why last nite???? Why?????
# posted by imissw : 6:17:00 pm
