Friday, August 11, 2006
Goodbye - Spice Girls
MSN chat the other day...
Mate: sorry...i meant it's natural mar to get close, get distant, get close, get distant...tis the way of the world
Me: i guess. but am getting quite down over it lately. very.
Me: wif frens leaving and all
Me: some of the people i got to know over the summer are really wonderful
Mate: aiks, but u shoulda gone through it before in uni?
Me: yarla. but that was like so long ago! ;)
Me: kinda regret not getting to know them earlier this year
Me: prolly like walked past them countless of times
Mate: that's true...but then the first day you feel sad, the next day you feel sad, after 5-7 days u don't feel sad, after 2 weeks the memory kinda fades in your mind..
Me: noooo....
Me: that's wat is so sad.
Me: sigh
Me: getting too sentimental
Mate: but that's our coping mechanism! imagine if we never forget the people who mean a lot to us!
Mate: we would be DEPRESSED like constantly
Me: that explains my depression...
Mate: hehehe you're just melodramatic :)
Me: i am
Me: as usual
Me: do i have to cope?
Mate: yes you doooo in order to move on....
Mate: sucks eh
Me: move on... hate that!
Today is the last day that i'll see some of me mates at the work place. Come next week, we have only very limited hours.
I hate goodbyes. :-(
Perhaps it's only apt that just as i got back, it started to rain.
I lost me appetite - not hungry, despite having only 2 slices of bread today. Michelle offerred me some chocolate peanut butter cookie she made - the choc helped! But now it's gone and i'm down again...
p/s - on a happier note, McClaren announced the new look England team today. Looks pretty good! I may be wrong bout that guy. Most important for me was that he dropped Beckham!!! Now that's one goodbye i was glad of!
Mate: sorry...i meant it's natural mar to get close, get distant, get close, get distant...tis the way of the world
Me: i guess. but am getting quite down over it lately. very.
Me: wif frens leaving and all
Me: some of the people i got to know over the summer are really wonderful
Mate: aiks, but u shoulda gone through it before in uni?
Me: yarla. but that was like so long ago! ;)
Me: kinda regret not getting to know them earlier this year
Me: prolly like walked past them countless of times
Mate: that's true...but then the first day you feel sad, the next day you feel sad, after 5-7 days u don't feel sad, after 2 weeks the memory kinda fades in your mind..
Me: noooo....
Me: that's wat is so sad.
Me: sigh
Me: getting too sentimental
Mate: but that's our coping mechanism! imagine if we never forget the people who mean a lot to us!
Mate: we would be DEPRESSED like constantly
Me: that explains my depression...
Mate: hehehe you're just melodramatic :)
Me: i am
Me: as usual
Me: do i have to cope?
Mate: yes you doooo in order to move on....
Mate: sucks eh
Me: move on... hate that!
Today is the last day that i'll see some of me mates at the work place. Come next week, we have only very limited hours.
I hate goodbyes. :-(
Perhaps it's only apt that just as i got back, it started to rain.
I lost me appetite - not hungry, despite having only 2 slices of bread today. Michelle offerred me some chocolate peanut butter cookie she made - the choc helped! But now it's gone and i'm down again...
p/s - on a happier note, McClaren announced the new look England team today. Looks pretty good! I may be wrong bout that guy. Most important for me was that he dropped Beckham!!! Now that's one goodbye i was glad of!
*Pic taken using a Canon IXUS 30. Cheers, Kathy, for the pic! and the other one with the Taiwanese girls! :-)